(((((((((((((((((((((((((GEM)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
You're not cursed...now you're just talking all crazy like. Here's a little dance to cheer you up.
Seriously sweetie, you have to fight back on this. You are someone who is to be loved and adored (which you are), not abused. Please take good care of yourself and make sure you're in a safe place. You need to be your top priority right now.