Hi sannah...
For the record I dont hate my life .... not at all.
but the scary part of growing up emotionally is that I didnt know I hadnt up until recently. The unknown of what I am missing or have missed out on or maybe have learned but dont remember or just not knowing where I am going to land at the end of this path I am on. My emotions are all over the place I feel scared because I have lost control over keeping them in check....to some degree at least.
Fear I guess of what I am going to uncover. ??? I dont know for sure sorry, it is just a feeling.
Thanks for writing again....you are very kind to respond to these threads.....thanks