T did call me back this morning, of course I was out walking the dog so I missed the call
I called her & we talked for a bit, it was good. Difficult. I got enough courage to ask her something I have been wanting to ask for a long time, but have been afraid. I asked if she thought I'd ever be free of the nightmares. In a nutshell, she said yes. And if I can't believe that right now, to let her believe it for me.