I talked to T today on the phone briefly & asked her if I would ever be free of the nightmares. She said yes, once I've done the work of processing the trauma & the grief work associated with it, that's when the nightmares will go away. And then she said she has "absolute confidence that we can go through this, we'll get through this work together". I feel a lot better about it now & know that she knows how important it is to me, how I have to do this in order to move ahead with my life.
thanks for listening