Just to clarify, 'the kiss' I (at age 19) I refer to here (in my post) was not from me to the 50 to 60year old (or so) psychoanaylst. It was one from him to me. NEVER did I kiss back! There was an internal affection for him but yech! nothing reciprocated by me physically in a touching way. He used hypnosis and was very Freudian.

A Unitarian minister at a church I had started attending around the same time also advocated taking their clothes off at various nature outings they took people on. They showed photos of the group on the outing in church one day. I stopped going there too.

But, from both experience, I was devastated, and the damage was done.

Bridgett,

I hope you are okay...I am more than concerned about you...

Are you still around? You needn't respond but sending along care and concern for you.