I think its over. I push and I push and it wears him down he is irritated with me now he doesn't understand why I push and I push and I say things I know will bother. I don't know how to explain either and the closer we get the harder for me to not do these stupid things. I can't stop. The stupid bipolar in me is to strong. I love him yet he's the one who gets it from me. I think I shld end it now before anyone gets too hurt. Even though I know we both already will be