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Nov 11, 2009, 08:07 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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A few things.
First, taking care of a child is HARD. I can't even imagine. Don't be so harsh on yourself. Yes, make sure the child is taken care of. But in order to that you need to take care of YOU too. There's nothing wrong with that. Can you get a sitter, is there a family member who can help out in this tough time?
Second, I too am sensing some tension in your relationship with your husband. I think you need to have a talk. Its hard to be depressed, and it's hard to live with someone who's depressed. And calling you an irresponsible mother can't help either of you.
" I know I should be better "
Should is over rated. You ARE. Focus on what IS and what you WANT things to become. things can get better. 
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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