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Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions
...and I also hate the feeling of being "analyzed" like a lab rat, like he knows something about me that I don't know - or that he's going to figure me out before I do....and that it's going to be bad....
UGH. Sometimes I hate therapy.
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that's a big part of it for me, too. I feel like she's analyzing every single thing (which, she IS, duh! lol!) and I get so freaked out. If I wear this, what will that mean to her? If I paint my nails, will she think ___? If I don't, will she think ____? Everything from what I wear, what time I arrive, how I sit on the couch, every word I say and how I say it...it's agonizing for me to feel like I'm being so closely observed, when what I really want to do is be invisible.