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Thanks for backing me up 100%. I so needed to hear this today as i have felt so alone and guilty. My T just sounds all too much like desk T, and i wonder if i am being manipulated into meeting her needs. I just can't get how hurt she looked as i was walking into session. The cold and sadness on her face. She didn't even get up to greet me. She most surely did not say hello. I felt so unwanted and unwelcome. I like mixed-up emotions suggestion to journal about what happened and bring that with me to next session. I felt as if she wanted me to leave just as soon as i had arrived. Her eyes were red and she teared up many times. I'm afraid to ever be angry at her again. She does work with trauma, however for me, she thought it was best to address that at a later time. Right now we are working on the ED stuff. you know,I may need to be looking at different T's now. i just feel so low and shameful. This is only her second year in her practice and my first time ever in therapy. I was referred to her by my college T. I had only seen college T for 3 months anyway. i don't know what to expect in therapy or what great T's are suppose to look like. Maybe, i should have looked around a bit more.