Hi Turquoisesea,

You could contact the New York State Health & mental hygiene department. They have helplines and support so should be able to guide you in the right direction.

But theres plenty of support here if you need it. And theres no limit on posting. So if you feel you need a boost of support before you start the day, or after you have finished for the day then rock up here and get some.

I really hope things improve for you and that you get a therapist who is "there" for you, instead of looking at the clock all the time and only pretending to listen.

Take care,
((((hugs))))
Rhiannon