You're in crisis and need immediate help. Talk to your GP as soon as you possibly can and get the help you need.

It may be that you need an antidepressant, or some other medication to help you to stabilise. Avoiding your husband will only cause more of a confrontation when you meet at the end of the day.

Tell him you need help, ask him to support you with it so that you can do your very best to get through it. You can and will take care of your daughter, you just couldn't go pick her up.

But please, please get help. Don't let your life turn out like mine...I live like the boy in the bubble never going out of my house...it's no life (I'm ok with it, but its not good for my family)...and I don't think its a healthy thing to give in to. I'm sorry I ever did..

Good Luck,

Rhiannon