Amd,

I have read both of your posts carefully. I am so sorry that you have been pushed into this situation. It feels like the system is against you, and the authorities are not recognising that it's not your fault that you are ill.

Do you have anyone to advise you on your options, realistically? I would be thinking of damage limitation at this point, and staying out of jail if at all possible.

Also I'm worried that you might lose your temper, and that could go against you with the court. Reading your posts, it feels like everything is coming to a head, and you don't have confidence in the people around you.

Try to take it slow if you can. You can send me a PM anytime.

Peaceful thoughts, Myzen