((((((((((((((((rachel))))))))))))))))))

i'm alot the same way. i can push myself for periods of time (i.e. your two weeks), then i crash. being someone i can't be can only last so long.

i'm on s.s.d. and have been for 5 yrs. i still working though when on the s.s.d. somehow that took alot of the weight off of it for me. however, i only worked part time. i always get good jobs as i have great experience and a small degree behind me. i just could never maintain it full time. is part time a possibility? that was easier to bear for me.

i was so afraid that work would find out how messed up i was and that the facade would be over with public pie in my face.

gl. i wish you well.

kd