This ship is sinking very quickly. I have been praying that something good will happen and people will understand me...but they don't.

My life is in turmoil, and people have left me. Even some on here. I am jsut to much for everyone. I can't take my any more. It's just to hard to keep trying and trying to get no where.

I "try to be me" but no on cares how I feel or my opinions....idk any thing...I don't know which way to turn...I guess there isn't any way but down....people don't want to talk to me or see me post on here, I guess i should just stop, delete this???? no on cares to read it.

I have begged people to talk to me, help me, be there for me....they say they will be but never are....that's what my life is, just keep messing it up second after second....idk....

I am still hated, alone, gross disgusting piece of trash. Maybe I should just sit out with the garbage. That is what I am and that is what you do with trash is throw it out...

i really am that bad of person that no one notices or give a craps