I just can't seem to feel anything anymore.
I don't know how to react to myself anymore, I feel sick every day, I don't want to get up for anything, not even college, my parents aren't worried at all, they aren't interested in how i'm feeling i've tried to tell them how i feel, show them how i feel, make them see but even the obvious doesn't work.

Nothing makes sense, my head feels like its on a ball spinning and falling at evey given moment, nobody gets it. Being at home is like being in a war zone and i can't cope with it much longer, it's just so unpredictable and scary i don't know what to do, being at college makes me feel so uncomfortable, and i don't really know why, i just don't know where to go to feel safe and comfy.