Hi Ophelia... thanks maybe I am just tired from all this trying .... a little worn out, you know ....
I saw T yesterday abt the make beleive world .... he says it is because I am not socializing so this is my daydreaming of making up relationships that do not exist .... so he continues to encourage me to get out and socialize.
I have 3 options
go away w/friends overnite up to a lakehouse and hang w/the girls, some I know, some I dont.....
go to a beer fest w/my guy friend ...but too much pressure ...he likes me but I am not there......
go to a meetup group for singles ...one of the people are having a bonfire but I dont know anyone there and I only just joined ....but dont think I am ready to do that yet.....
I just feel stuck and like I am down in the dumps .... I dont know why? I should feel good, it has been a good week .... stress is the usual ... saw my T yesterday ... just feel incomplete ....