You are not alone in how you feel. I can write the same thing except I am not in school. I never do anything. I am such a failure. But I'm glad you wrote cause I don't feel so alone since I know that others are having the same problems.

Last week I did get the house cleaner. I set my kitchen timer for 15 minutes and then just started picking up things around the house. It was easier that way cause I knew that it wasn't going to be a forever job. But you know what? When the timer went off I just kept cleaning. Knowing that I was making a difference. The hardest part was just getting started.

Of course that hasn't worked this week. I can't get myself to start that timer. But I know that eventually I will.

I am going through a bad time but at least I can look back on that cleaning day and tell myself that I am not a complete failure.

Try getting yourself a kitchen timer.? It might help you to get started.

Thanks for making me realize that I am not all alone in my despair.

Take Care.