I am supposedly BPD. That is the code they have used on my mental papers for years now.
I had a good couple of years with no conflict in my head.
I have not been doing so well in the past 10 months or so.
Back in therapy now. And last Thurs so a pdoc who put my on Cymbalta. She seems to think me wanting to "get out of jail free" is depression. She cannot accept that I have concluded living the hell of a borderline just isn't fair and if it is the hand I have been dealt then "I FOLD!"
Anyone else BPD taking cymbalta?
Anyone else thinking black or white and not feeling depressed?
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