((((Justfloating))) the state here has decided that mass murderers have a right to cooking classes, an automatic 1/3 reduction of their sentences, and the right to wear streetclothes, not to mention the space they take up and the air they breathe. If they are worth that, Justfloating, aren't you?
You don't have to make great achievements to be worth love, air and the food that goes into you. Every child is born with that, and you have to do a heck of a lot more than that to lose that worth. No, being sick does not negate that God given worth. You are NOT guilty for other people's faults, you are not responsible for a system that flipps into low gear when you least need it to, and you can not be expected to be any one other than who you are (which is pretty darned good, actually).
Dear I know others have said it all before, but I know how little it takes for all those words to lose all meaning, and so I will say them over and over again in the hope that something will stick (with my luck, it's be someone else's gum) I am so glad your docotr seems to be looking out for you. hang on and Be excellent to yourself. Hugs, JF.