Ever since I started on my current treatment, I've been doing really well. I am really happy, too. But I have this issue that I'm not sure what to do about. I don't get anything done. I'm like lazy. Hehehe. I don't feel depressed. I've been trying to exercise by using the Wii Fit and then crashing afterward. The last I used it was last Friday and using it really crippled me with so much soreness all over. My hip still has not recovered from that. I need to clean the house, but my body gets too sore. I have a ton of projects to finish. I just don't get to doing them.

Sure, I don't just sit there and do nothing. I do things, but I don't do what I'm supposed to be doing. I tried reversing psychology, or even "kicking my ***." What I end up doing is coming into the computer and going to the Quitnet chatroom (a smoking-cessation support group) and chat. I can't get into group conversations in the real world because I'm deaf, so chatrooms work for me.

Am I being lackadaisal and lazy? Docs think I just have arthritis. I'm only 37 and it's not in my family history. It's not just joints that hurt, it's the muscles. I am a medical mystery, for sure. I really stump docs. Hehe. I'm not into being a hypochondriac. I want to bust out and zip around.

Eh, whatever..... LOL.