yeah. i died. i was 20 and i died.

but now i think it is kind of cool that pdoc went there. shows he's interested in everything and knows that sexuality is a big part of life. i think he asked in the context of medication side effects the first time (he said "libido" and i hid behind my jumper) because i was with my ex back then.

we've since talked about sexuality a bit more but nothing as cringe worthy as the first time. probably because i've grown up a bit but also because he's 100% professional and i like that he uses direct language with me.

eta: like sunny said - you don't have to answer. for me, it's always come up because it's been relevant. medication side effects, csa, being in a same-sex relationship, exploring hetero-dating etc. it can be uncomfortable but it's never been inappropriate, and because i trust pdoc a lot it's kind of ok to go there. he models being ok with talking about it, so i guess it's ok for me to go there too.