It's all messy.

I've been having more and more nightmares, more flashbacks and memories(from files I'm reading...) My mental health state is a mess, my physical health state is a mess...
Abuse within the family... same.
Neglect?
here...still here.

Depression?
bad.
Anxiety disorders?
bad.
Volatile mood swings... fragile state...
receptive language problems... severe and complex emotional needs...
the adhd... the eating disorders... ocd... gad... health worries... trust issues goin on... paranoia... anxiety... already said that. ah.
distress...
the physical health probs with my M.E...
so much problems to say,....
gah. so much to ttype, not got a lotta energy to do so......
I dunno anymore...
support???