I have no energy. I have no desire to do anything. I have so much homework and I can't even get it started. I was able to do a little earlier today but now I just don't care. I hate this.

I get so depressed when I start worrying about money. IT is awful. Food, medication, rent, T, gas, car repairs. It stresses me out and I can't stand it. Then I am supposed to be able to focus on my homework. I can't do all this at the same time. It makes my head hurt. I'm supposed to write two papers and read twenty or so articles along with singing in a concert this weekend. I don't think I can do all that by Monday, but that is when it is all do. I just don't care.

I hate my life.