((((uhhidk))))

There are times when we feel we will never be the same again. As Babysteps wrote, things change for us all, and as we grow through the things that happen to us, some changes are rarely noticed.

But when we are hit with this awful disease and it drags us down and jumps on us and puts the boot in too, we notice other changes straight away. Changes we'd rather not have taken place.

You may never be the same, but you can be better. I know that during the depths of depression we just want to lay down and curl up and make the world go away. It hurts, and it hurts very badly. But after each day that passes, we find some relief.

Not much at first, but enough for us to raise our eyes to look out of the window, or enough to get ourselves into the shower and clear off something that has been clinging to us. And we do feel a little better.

What you need to do is contact your dr and let them know that you are not responding to whatever treatment you are being given. There are so many great meds out there today, and there is one that is suitable for you. It's a matter of finding which one. Pretending to be happy makes people think your medication is working, thats no good for you or anyone else. Your dr needs to know exactly what is going on with you.

Once you are on the right med & the right dose you will find that things will start to normalise a little, and as you move further along the road you are better able to cope, better able to deal with things which a while ago, you felt you had no control over.

Please see your dr uhhidk, we are here to support you in the meantime, but you do need to see the dr. Keep us posted,

((((hugs))))
Rhiannon