Finally got my test results back; BENIGN. A wonderful word. I thought I would be so relieved, and I did breath a nice big sigh initially, but then I realized that it was a whole week where I had something else to worry about and didn't have much time to focus on this damned disease. That is so weird to me; I should feel one way but I feel completely the other; irony rears its ugly head once again. But it's good news; I recognize that and hopefully the cloud I've been living under for the last couple weeks will begin to lift. Thanks again for your encouragement. It really helped.