Wickedwings,

I hear you loud and clear.......sleep and I have done the macabre dance of sedation for many years. Neither one of us seems to get the steps right. Either I am an insomniac.......or I cannot wake up, like you.

It got to the point where I was so tired and run down, that I would vomit from fatigue, fall asleep standing up, fall asleep mid sentence and so on....

I had sleep studies done after I started to hallucinate......my mental health angels did not believe it was the precursor to a psychotic episode and put it down to lack of sleep or not enough sleep or not reaching phase four of sleep(regenerative stage).

It has since been established that I have a disordered endocrine system, when before I could probably put it down to mental disorder......please try and see if you can get sleep studies done......as well as that, a thorough physical to rule out physicality......

Take care of your good self.......I really feel for your situation.....

Let us know how you go.....

In stillness,

Michah