Wckedwings,
You are not lazy.....nor are you lackadaisical......please get your hormones checked......the pain you describe is exactly what I suffer from......some days it can be debilitating and I can barely walk.......
Take good care sweet......please no more kicking your own "you know what"

. Go to your doc and get a physical......just to rule out any physicality to your symptoms.
In stillness,
Michah