ok im only sort of half here at the moemnt lol so improb gonna be more blunt that usual - please dont take offence anyone....

first Deli - i love and care for you my friend - please dont hurt yourself

2nd - great you are thinhking of moving out - i know its very stressful - painful - and driving you mad - maybe it will help - if you see the woman wiht the mansion then let her know about your concerns - they are valid - and its best to be straight up - as i know oyu can be

Austin T - he cares about you - you know that - he has proved it time and time again - yes he is pushing - my T has told me to leave my job lots of times -i think he is frustrated that he thinks its harming me staying there (and it probably is) maybe Austin feels the same jmo

re austin not talking about su thoughts - some T's think it will make the matter worse - bring too much to the suface for us to deal with at the time so they sidestep the issue and go at it another way.... maybe thats what austin T is doing....?

The uni housing - is that in the uni? or nearby?

know that i care - you can do this - i am here with you sitting with you even if i am not here physically ok

take care

P7