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I have had enough I am sick of
this merry go round ride that I seem
to endlessly ride sure I can put on a happy
face and pretend all is ok and to be honest
it helps kinda you know. I know my friend here
with me will never judge me but I am so afraid
of upsetting her and to be honest I am not use to
telling people around me how I am feeling
I think this is because I have not got T yet
I had 2 up in Queensland but here the system is different
and I guess I need to learn to be patient or something
I wrote to my old T the other day to let off some
of this bull in my head but it did not really help
so many things have changed over the last 3 months
and although I was doing ok I think it was secretly plotting
against me AGAIN lol if I had to use words to describe me right now
the words would be
"Sometimes I Feel Like A Sad Song Like Im All Alone"
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"Look at me, I'm a tangled puppet--I might be a mess, but I sure can survive."
--4 Non Blondes
"We don't create a fantasy world to escape reality, we create it to be able to stay."
--Lynda Barry
"Years Teach Us More Then Books"
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