I have had borderline like symptoms for the past two years. I am in highschool right now and have experienced low self-esteem, obsession (clinging to one friend until I lose them or hate them, irritability, depression, food binges, anxiety and extreme jealousy. I also decide whether someone is a good person or a bad one just by looking at them and this causes me to have an extreme animosity towards certain people without ever speaking to them.

I dont want to go into more detail because I know I need help, but I just dont know how to ask. I am on Accutane right now and I dont want the medicine to be blamed for my problems. Accutane has boost my self-esteem and I really dont want to stop taking it. And I know it cant be the Accutane because I felt this way for at least a year before the treatment.

I've been able to hide the symptoms, but now they are becoming worse and harder to manage I'm afraid I'll do something drastic and I dont now wish to talk to a counselor. I just need a way to get more help with my problem it's truly getting worse and people are beginning to notice my depressed mood more.


Btw, I tried to post this in Q and A, but it wouldnt let me.