MINIME, I can totally relate. I was in Partial Hospitalization earlier this year and then Day Treatment and had to put up with some, but not much, stuff like this. We had some DBT. People weren't supposed to get too deep into real traumatic stuff and not into SI beyond very simple statement of doing SI without describing. But if someone got out of line, they were spoken to by T's and it was not tolerated. Some people were made to leave the program if they did what you describe, or other disruptive things.

It's too bad they don't seem to do that with your program. Can they expalin why they don't make people leave if they're hurting the group? It happens to all of us in group settings somewhat, but you have it really bad. You're handling it well I think.

On another note, this and other recent messages of yours show improvement; you're communicating, and seeming to function, much better lately. You've always been a very creative and humorous writer, but you're doing better on the serious side these days and in the way you explain dealing with your T's and emotions. I'm impressed by your progress.