((((Deli))))) You know, you have a fmily of online friends who care very much. I just want you to know that.

I agree with Sunny- it doesn have to be all or nothing. Dont leave, or leave not a travce of you behind. It can be accomplished in steps. It REALLY can.

And I didnt say it in my last post, but I also felt strongly that the sui feelings and living situation are connected. I dont know what austin-t is thinking when he doesnt want to talk sui with you, but it could be the sui feels like the only way out of an intolerable life and that there IS another, healthy way out. You just need to jump the big hurdle and your over it, and from there, you may not feel so sui. You will have a purpose, that of taking care of Deli.

Look at all of your responses and everyone that loves and cares for you, my sweet Deli You can do this........... Deeeeep breath......