Grey,

I agree with seeker that it would be good if you could get past some of the problems that are hurting you.

On the other hand, maybe you just feel too ill to take an initiative? I know that feeling as well.

All of us on the site are here because we have got stuck in one way or another. Maybe it is helping just telling us about how you feel, and I always read your posts.

I wish it was a bit easier for you though, Grey. I remember you weren't too impressed with my 'breathing exercise' suggestion, but it's all I had to offer. Sometimes we just want a magic wand, to make it all better, and we haven't got one.

I would check your meds though, you could be one of the unlucky people who attracts side effects. I would definitely check that out.

Peaceful thoughts, M