LOL thanks about being a poet... I do write poems. I just need to slow down and edit my words...I type to fast.. I have some of my poems hanging on the wall of the place I go to counseling along with alot of my art. I love writing. My pastor says to me when you become rich from your writings and art dont forget about me..lol.
I do love words that is part of the frustration. I talk alot in words pictures. I describe things in pictures and a lot of people have a hard time getting that mostly the guy therapist who runs the group. So I have made these movies..to describe things to people with pictures and words and songs. That helps. My brain thinks in levels that are hard to describe. For example I said to one person. My brain is is like a street and my thoughts are like a rain storm with hail and people have used their leaf blowers to blow the leaves in the street even though they have been told not to and it clogs the drains so it floods the streets. People are like huh??? But if I did some wild dramatic thing then it would be easier.
Thanks for the encouragement. I do know I am getting better. I do see that. I am working so hard. I just I dont know