Dream- I love reading this. And I love that little Dreamer is out and about!

Its funny, because my little girl gets to play with my younger girls. I used to love Barbies. And something strange came up for me one day recently when I was helping then dress up the Barbies. I used to play "inappropriate" games with the Barbies at a young age. I dont see my little girls thinking in this way at all. It made me feel like my "innocence" was somehow taken from me. I remember thinking about this when my teenagers were little girls, but I quickly put it out of my mind, this time around, I am allowing myself to feel sad for the little girl that had these other thoughts get in the way of normal playing.
I feel a little like exotic, it might be too painful to let myself go there and play like a child. I would be afraid sad things would come up during play and Id cry and cry and cry....