Dear Polly and Leo,
Welcome to PC. Congrats for writing out what is bugging you. Glad that the Accutane is working for you. It sound like there isn't going to be a quick fix for your disdain of other people and working it out satisfactorily. If you can, try to talk with a counselor or therapist about this before it gets worse. Can you speak with your parents? Good Luck. Sending warm hugs.