I wonder if this was how my Dad felt when he committed suicide
I hope you never feel desperate and feel that's the only way out. My family is also affected by suicide - lost my brother a year and a half ago and my Grandmother before I was born. I know a very good suicide link if you would like it. Please be patient and take some slow deep breaths - these feelings will pass. Do you like funny movies? - because a good belly laugh does wonders for boosting the mood. Please take extra care of yourself.