You know, I had a really good belly laugh today. But while it cheered me up for a few minutes, my mood just sank back down again... I just feel numb and helpless and the only pain I can feel is the growing pain in my stomach where the lack of eating has caused stomach cramps from periods to get more painful. Fun times.

I just want to get away from all of this. It's seeming more and more impossible by the minute.