Under water, sinking fast
Just how long will this pain last?
It's been forever it won't stop
I know that soon my head will pop.
So many rules all new to me
They say they're for THEIR sanity
What about ME???

Just let me take a pill or two
Or puke or hurt any will do.
I try to think of pretty things
Like flowers or butterfly wings
It doesn't help
The black comes back
And RED and SMACK

It always hurt, I never cry
I never yell or scream 'cause I
am the one who holds the pain
So you can get up and live again.

Vicki