(((((((((((Vicki))))))))))))

it's hard to hold all of that pain, isn't it? sometimes when i'm trying not to si but i want to really badly, i draw in red on myself with red paint or markers...so it sort of looks like i did. sometimes that makes things easier. stay safe, Vicki. you are very strong to deal with your pain so bravely, so hang in there. if you need anything or want to talk, feel free to PM me. "pain that's shared is pain that's halved so share your pain with me"

-shadow