Hey you guys,

First off, you all are SO awesome. Thank you for the welcomes and replies. I really feel great and not at all hesitant as I was the first time I visited this site. Thanks again!!!

Sorry for the late reply...I was away visiting my aunt for 2 weeks and am just getting back to the swing of things. However, while visiting my aunt, I still saw my T. The next week after the "kiss", I was kind of hoping she would not bring it up but, it was. My T was very understanding and told me she wasn't at all offended but was a bit thrown off and surprised that I had kissed her right then and there. She knows how I feel about her so she wasn't too shocked that I had done it. She also stated that she's aware that I have alot of love for her and being caught up in the moment, the kiss was just a natural reaction from me. She knows that I've never really had much love in the past and I was just being affectionate towards her. She made all this very clear to me. However, she suggested that it never happen again(the kiss). She told me that she doesn't do this with any of her clients and she gave me more of an insight on boundries. I told her that I knew I had crossed the line and I was just caught up in the moment. She nodded....she knew. I told her that I did regret doing it and that I wasn't going to do it again. I also shared that I don't do that to anyone....not even my friends. I apologized and she said I didn't have to. She also asked if I had any sexual feelings toward her. I told her no but to be honest, I don't know what I really feel for her. I'm not gay or bi, not that there is anything wrong with that, but I'm not. But for some reason I do get these bi feelings for her and I know that's not good. I told her I wouldn't do anything at all to jeopardize our relationship because I do value it. That is when she told me that she does like me alot but in the end, I'm her client and she's my T. She said everything very kindly and warm so I wasn't at all upset or took it personally. My T knows alot about me and she didn't seem at all shocked at what I had done to her. She just wanted to clear things up so that there is no confusion but open honesty between us.

After our session, I was still feeling confused. I was nervous that she'd feel different about me now and all that. I walked out feeling very low and horrible.

The following week, I told all this to my T and she told me there was no need to feel that way. She made it clear that I did nothing wrong. I told her I felt I took advantage of her by kissing her. She shook her head and said no. She laid everything out for me and we talked more about the kiss and my feelings for her. I finally gathered up enough courage and told her that I did feel something for her but I didn't know what. She smiled and exlpained transference to me. We also talked about my feeling vulnerable and because I have a special bond with her, it's why I feel so strongly about her. My T is great and she explained alot with me. That day I left her office feeling so much better and we shared a hug for the 2nd time. I love her alot and although I may not know how I feel about her, I wouldn't change her for anything!!! She's an awesome T and I don't see a reason as to change her!!!

And for those of you who asked, when I quickly kissed her, she quickly kissed back. Just like if someone gives a quick peck and that person pecks back. It was like that!!