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I felt so upbeat until about an hour ago. Now I am utterly despondent, hopeless, and dejected.
I think it is because I drank coffee this morning and now I am crashing.
I went to the zoo today with my mom and I wanted to be energetic and upbeat for her. I’ve been such a stick in the mud. I felt like she deserved a good time. And we did have a good time.
I felt so upbeat until about an hour ago. Now I am utterly despondent, hopeless, and dejected.
I think it is because I drank coffee this morning and now I am crashing.
I went to the zoo today with my mom and I wanted to be energetic and upbeat for her. I’ve been such a stick in the mud. I felt like she deserved a good time. And we did have a good time.
Before an hour ago, I was feeling so hopeful. I thought---“the meds have started working! Yay!!! But no, I just had a good day because I self-mediated with caffeine.
I’ve done this before and I should know by now how awful it is when I crash. I guess I am just stupid.
I wish I’d stayed home and slept . I’d be depressed but not nearly as bad as this.
Why do i do this to myelf !? why why why?????
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I love your faults because they are part of you and I love you. --my BFF
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Last edited by Berries; Nov 14, 2009 at 08:01 PM.
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