Thanks Bluemoon,

Sounds like you can relate to this. Not sure of what you meant by the google question though. I was writing poetry about him on a blog, all of us taking this class at school set one up. I was new to blogs and I didn't know that google puts that stuff in their search engine. I am not sure how I found out his name was there connected to my blog, it was so long ago. I have taken his name off, but the poems are still there. But that stuff seems to stay a long time on the net, it is still there even though I closed down that blog. a long time ago. It is complicated, these T relationships. lol