As many of you know my father probably has pancreatic cancer. We probably will not know for sure until he much closer to being in really bad shape. He does not plan on anymore biopsies or tests. He is doing better now. Looks as if my parents may have some good time to be together before it becomes bad.
Wish I could say the same thing about myself. My anxiety has turned to a very deep depression. I do not want to do anything outside of my appointments and visiting my father.
I am going to tell my T on Monday that my father's cancer has triggered my fears of growing old alone. This fear brings out the worst depression in me.