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please DO NOT start......it was the WORSE mistake I ever made and I have been doing it since I was 15 and I am now 46 and it is HARD to stop....resisting is NOT enough at times either....I HATE being like this and depending on this to get through a day or to deal with my emotions....PLEASE talk to someone but DO NOT start SIing....... take care