thank you everyone for your replies. I have been so upset lately and feel like I am re living a nightmare all over again. I'm afraid I may fall into a depression over it as I am starting to have depressed like symptoms again. It just bothers me so much that he would have the nerve to deny everything and then accuse my panic attacks as an excuse to 'making up' what he did. Having to talk to my aunt and other uncle about everything that happened is making me feel really upset and uncomfortable but I know it's the only way to ever get an apology out of him and for him to admit what he did was wrong and it will be the only way my mom will see her sister again. I just wish I didn't have to re live it all over again. I spent 7 years trying to get over it and now I feel like it's happening all over again and I hate it.

I'm so distraught over the whole thing. I just want to go on with my life and never have to see him again. I hate that he's winning by making me so upset. I just wish this nightmare would end.