Today was just one of those days where I was teary eyed the entire day. I tried to hide it, but I couldnt stop. I never do this in public and can usually control myself--but not today. did anyone ask if I was okay? no, they saw me and instead of even caring to ask if i was fine, they avoided me. That just made me feel even worse. Its not like I dump my problems onto people--I have never done this. Am I that unlikeable that people around me, people i like and love, dont want to even see if i need a hug or a shoulder to cry on. And i know, i could have ask someone for that but I cant bring myself to impose on others. I dont want to drag others down with me. ugg.