Hi, Prism, and welcome!
I've rec'd much help here and made some wonderful friends, who feel like family to me.
I do not really know about DID, but I do know about how memories can be a plague to the soul.
I do take medication for anxiety and depression, and there is nothing wrong with that if it helps you attain balance and lead a normal life. I wake up now each day with optimism and anticipation of the new experiences the day has to offer. I hope you too will reach that point!
Seeker