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Old Jul 25, 2005, 11:45 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: WV
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I hate to post this...I've worked so hard to move beyond feeling this way. Chemical imbalance??? Maybe...I had my car packed for a solo camping trip to Lake Erie, had hired a pet/house-sitter, but have cancelled it. I seem immobilized.
Now that my summer school classes have ended, and although I was accepted into the grad school program, I seem to have relapsed into my funk. Dwelling once again on the failed relationship I posted about. That seemed to be the be-all end-all for me in attempting a relationship, and so I'm now struggling with attempted contentment alone. I'm isolating myself agoraphobically, I admit. Telling myself to just "get out" do something...go fishing, ride a bike, go to the gym, but I still revert into my shell. I'm even considering returning to counselling...Blah..yadda, yadda, yadda.
Hey, maybe tomorrow will be better.
seeker