Thanks Creepurcat.Jerry is really good to me. That comment he said to me was over a year ago. He felt bad after he found out that it really hurt my feelings. I'm not doing this for Jerry. I'm doing this for myself. I really want to be healthy. For the most part my self esteem is up. I'm pretty much happy with myself, and my life. I was a little worried about what type's of people go into a fitness gym. When I walked in there, there was every type of person you can think of. I fit in with everyone else. There are a lot of health problems on both sides of my family. My mom side is cancer. (MOM passed when I was 15) Dad's side is heart disease, and stroke. (DAD passed when I was 27) In my case it is really important that I stay healthy. Sure I want to look better, but really it's because of these reasons here. I know that I will rid of the weight. I have gained and lost weight my entire life. Now I'm 35 and it's really time that I stick with the program. Mom and dad werent over weight, they just wasn't healthy.